I had a good look at myself in the mirror today when I was home alone. I have fat everywhere. I recently stopped doing this diet stuff, because I thought I was just going to hurt myself. I was wrong. I need this more than ever.
It's very hard for me because, I have a fond liking to food.. But, I don't like what it does to me. Tomorrow, my family and I are going out. I've asked for a mountain dew ahead of time. I'm thinking about having that and picking up a healthy choice meal to eat for dinner.
I'm saving up my money. I have fifty dollars saved at the moment. I'm saving it to buy myself a really nice outfit that won't fit me... yet. It will give me inspiration; those clothes hanging up on my wall. I deleted my WhyEat account recently.. I probably shouldn't have. This is what I'm planning on getting..
Something similar to this BFMV Shirt (my latest obsession.) At least two sizes smaller;
Some classic Black Skinny Jeans;
And something like these shoes...
Now, I don't HAVE to get the exact same thing, but this is a pretty summed up idea of what I want. Converse and Skinny Jeans DON'T look got on fat people to me. -.-
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